Change Your World

Inspired

Had the afternoon off, and since I really wanted to start captioning again I focused on that. Definitely not my best work, but something might be better than nothing....start the wheel rolling again. Thanks to everyone who commented on my last post....really makes me feel better. Tired of not being who I am. Felt good to stand up for someone else.

Anyway, no guarantees but maybe there will be more caps soon.

BTW -This isn't a big thing, but exciting for me...my hair is long enough that I can put it in a decent ponytail...i want streaks or highlights next....but not ready to do that.

House Husband

I've had this photo on my computer for about three years trying to decide what to do with it...I guess I can delete it now.

Shy Brother/Fun Sister

Monique at the Salon

This caption would be much better if I paid more attention in French class. I apologize to any French friends.

Beginning With Breasts

High School Reunion Coming Out

Not Really A Caption...Sorry...more coming soon

I got upset at work today. A girl came into my store tonight. A couple of my co-workers snickered after she left, "Dude, that was a guy!"

I thought she was very good looking, very passable. They made a couple of jokes, that ignorant folk usually do...and then I just blurted out, "What difference does it make in your life? If that's what makes them happy then why do you have a problem with it. She's not hurting anyone."

To which ignorant jackass number one replied, "but it's a guy...dressed as a girl! That's wrong!"

I answered, "WOW! The God of right and wrong...right here in our store...making minimum wage too...glad you could stop by between writing commandments" Then I walked away.

That was the end of the joking around. I may have outed myself more than I planned to, but I'm really at the point that I don't care anymore -life is too short, and I'm too depressed to not speak my mind.

It really upset me. Someone just trying to live a normal life and has to put up with bullshit even just doing a simple task....I really wanted to be her more than I have ever wanted to be anyone else. Just to have what it takes to be who she wants to be and ignore what everyone else thinks.

The caption below is what I wish I'd said to her....and she's what I wish I could be

Not an update...but an update on me

I'm not dead....hopefully my captions aren't either.

My job keeps me so busy that I find it hard to squeeze out any creativity ...be it online or in the real world.

My desires and tastes haven't changed, in fact they have probably grown. There are so many great sites and blogs out there that I draw inspiration from...it gets me by knowing that there are people out there with similar interests.

At work the other day I met someone who I am pretty sure I've conversed with in this realm....I just wish I had the courage to mention to them how beautiful I thought they were, and who my persona is....in a perfect world I wouldn't have any hesitation.

If you have time check out which blogs I follow...some really great stuff out there.

Thanks for paying even the slightest of attention to my past work. I can't guarantee I will have new captions up soon, but I will try to.

Just thought I would shout something out before completely submerging.

Thanks again,

-Cintia D.

http://5secondfilms.com/watch/dont_cross_the_streams

The best dream of my life.

A week ago I had the best dream of my life. It wasn't anything erotic really...okay...got me pretty excited...but....

I woke up from my couch. I got up and looked in the mirror and I was her. I was the girl I would have been had those chromosomes or whatever had gone the other way.

I wasn't gorgeous, but pretty. I had shoulder length auburn hair that hung just above my shoulders, and the girl in the mirror smiled....nice teeth, nice eyes, nice lips. I know, still asleep or half asleep that I smiled back. I was so happy to finally see the person I know I am on the inside.

Would I be that much of a different person? I don't think so. I just hide my really fem attributes behind a veil of what a man should be (I fail quite often in this portrayal).

If only someone, something, or somehow the metamorphosis could happen like a story on Fictionmania...I don't believe in god because a supreme being would want an individual to reach it's full potential and happiness...but I prayed with my eyes closed before waking up that god would make my dream a reality and I would see that girl in the mirror for the rest of my days.

I woke up so happy that morning, but afraid to look in the mirror and see the harsh reality, the sex I never had a decision in being....it felt so real in the dream.

The best dream I ever had, and the most crushing dissapointment.

I've seen a lot of great blogs about tg captions lately, and getting bored with yahoo groups as I often do I decided to start this one. I'll try to have some new captions up soon, but until then I hope you enjoy my previous captions. Let me know if you prefer this format or the yahoo group. Thanks for your support.

-Cintia

Starting again