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24.1.09




The best dream of my life.

A week ago I had the best dream of my life. It wasn't anything erotic really...okay...got me pretty excited...but....

I woke up from my couch. I got up and looked in the mirror and I was her. I was the girl I would have been had those chromosomes or whatever had gone the other way.

I wasn't gorgeous, but pretty. I had shoulder length auburn hair that hung just above my shoulders, and the girl in the mirror smiled....nice teeth, nice eyes, nice lips. I know, still asleep or half asleep that I smiled back. I was so happy to finally see the person I know I am on the inside.

Would I be that much of a different person? I don't think so. I just hide my really fem attributes behind a veil of what a man should be (I fail quite often in this portrayal).

If only someone, something, or somehow the metamorphosis could happen like a story on Fictionmania...I don't believe in god because a supreme being would want an individual to reach it's full potential and happiness...but I prayed with my eyes closed before waking up that god would make my dream a reality and I would see that girl in the mirror for the rest of my days.

I woke up so happy that morning, but afraid to look in the mirror and see the harsh reality, the sex I never had a decision in being....it felt so real in the dream.

The best dream I ever had, and the most crushing dissapointment.

6 comments:

  1. Rita Mondray24/1/09 10:07

    I finished this with tears in my eyes. I totally know how you feel.

    Kisses,
    Rita

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  2. Torry G24/1/09 15:28

    Thanks, I had no one to share this with....

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  3. Crnk Mnyx17/2/09 20:50

    Thank you for sharing.

    I've never had a dream like that, but I share the feelings.

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  4. Lady Alexia24/2/09 11:14

    Thank you sweetie. I know exactly how you feel.

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  5. C B Rigby25/2/09 05:32

    I know the feeling too. I've added you to my 'following' list.
    Keep up the posts!

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  6. shado_light29/11/09 19:05

    Theoretically it is possible to do so. If you can copy your brain onto a computer hard drive you can then transfer the files into the body of a fellow(fella) that would be willing to participate in the process. Or you could just flush your body with estrogen. I do understand that a lot of you think it is science fiction, but the scary truth is that it is possible and that it is very easy to manipulate the volunteers. By the way I do enjoy your captions and I do try to read every thing that people write however it is hard to read depending upon your being of yourself

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