Not an update...but an update on me

I'm not dead....hopefully my captions aren't either.

My job keeps me so busy that I find it hard to squeeze out any creativity ...be it online or in the real world.

My desires and tastes haven't changed, in fact they have probably grown. There are so many great sites and blogs out there that I draw inspiration from...it gets me by knowing that there are people out there with similar interests.

At work the other day I met someone who I am pretty sure I've conversed with in this realm....I just wish I had the courage to mention to them how beautiful I thought they were, and who my persona is....in a perfect world I wouldn't have any hesitation.

If you have time check out which blogs I follow...some really great stuff out there.

Thanks for paying even the slightest of attention to my past work. I can't guarantee I will have new captions up soon, but I will try to.

Just thought I would shout something out before completely submerging.

Thanks again,

-Cintia D.

http://5secondfilms.com/watch/dont_cross_the_streams

The best dream of my life.

A week ago I had the best dream of my life. It wasn't anything erotic really...okay...got me pretty excited...but....

I woke up from my couch. I got up and looked in the mirror and I was her. I was the girl I would have been had those chromosomes or whatever had gone the other way.

I wasn't gorgeous, but pretty. I had shoulder length auburn hair that hung just above my shoulders, and the girl in the mirror smiled....nice teeth, nice eyes, nice lips. I know, still asleep or half asleep that I smiled back. I was so happy to finally see the person I know I am on the inside.

Would I be that much of a different person? I don't think so. I just hide my really fem attributes behind a veil of what a man should be (I fail quite often in this portrayal).

If only someone, something, or somehow the metamorphosis could happen like a story on Fictionmania...I don't believe in god because a supreme being would want an individual to reach it's full potential and happiness...but I prayed with my eyes closed before waking up that god would make my dream a reality and I would see that girl in the mirror for the rest of my days.

I woke up so happy that morning, but afraid to look in the mirror and see the harsh reality, the sex I never had a decision in being....it felt so real in the dream.

The best dream I ever had, and the most crushing dissapointment.

I've seen a lot of great blogs about tg captions lately, and getting bored with yahoo groups as I often do I decided to start this one. I'll try to have some new captions up soon, but until then I hope you enjoy my previous captions. Let me know if you prefer this format or the yahoo group. Thanks for your support.

-Cintia

Starting again